Post Lay Off

It's interesting how people act when they hear about my lay off. I've noticed 3 reactions.

1) Those fucking bastards. They don't know what they're smoking!

2) It was for the best, right? Now you're free! You can do whatever. You can move wherever. Except, oh, what will happen with you and Dominic if you move? (This is surprisingly the most asked question in the last 2 weeks.)

3) Don't look at her. Quickly walk away.

The 3rd one only happened once, and was definitely kinda weird. I know this person and see her at practically every outing. Usually she's nothing but friendly to me, except for the other day when I saw her and she didn't say a word. In fact, she kinda just disappeared.

Of course this could've just been in my head. Maybe she didn't know what to say. Maybe she's just weird. Maybe she's one of those people when once you don't fit in with her crowd she ignores you. Or maybe I was just seeing things.

I'm pretty bad at judging people so who really knows.

Besides that, I've been pretty great. It's awesome not waking up early to go to the gym. It's awesome to get errands done that you've been meaning to do for 2 years now (like finally getting a Washington license). It's awesome to take mini road trips to Twin Falls (where Twin Peaks was partially filmed I guess) and seeing your boyfriend crash a soapbox at Red Bull's Soapbox Derby. It's awesome having headhunters and friends and people you don't even know passing your work around.

I took yoga today!

I did encounter one not so great thing. My Pap came back abnormal. Now, I know it's usually nothing so I'm not even really worried. The frustrating part is that I have to actually buy stupid insurance just to cover the test. The stupid insurance costs more than this cheap Jewish girl would like. I much rather spend that money on yarn or an Apple Macbook.

Thus, the whole finding a job thing might be necessary. For things like testing my abnormal pap and buying good yarn.

Alright, random blog. It's getting sunny outside so I have to run out there before it gets cloudy again. Enjoy your working day!